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I don't know why i suddenly lost my appetite for blogging. Maybe because of my busy life nowadays. I used to be so excited every time I have a break time and I'll rush towards the open laboratory to check out what's new in my blog. And my friends used to call me "Adik." But right now as if i don't want to care.

Maybe there comes a time that we lost our passion for blogging and as if we wanted to leave the thing that we used to love behind.

Weird Trip

Kanina nakasakay ako sa jeep na byaheng Recto. May sumakay na isang lalaki na sa tingin ko ay nasa edad na 15-16 years old. May dalang dalawang supot ng plastic (asul at pula) , isang back pack na asul at mukhang punong-puno ng gamit at isang lumang body bag na nakasukbit sa balikat nya.

Laking gulat at nanlaki ang mga mata ko sa nakita. Hindi ko inaasahan ang mga ganung pangyayari. May biglang lumitaw na isang pusa mula sa kanyang body bag! Hala! Nagulat talaga ako. At mas lalo kong ikinagulat nang malaman na hindi lang isa kundi dalawang pusa sa loob ng bag niya.

Tinitigan kong mabuti at baka meron pang pangatlo pero wala na. Dalawa lang. Hindi ko alam ang dapat maramdaman kung maku-cute-an, mandidiri, magugulat, magtataka. Halo-halo na.

Kakaiba talaga sa lahat! Sa buong buhay ko ngayon lang ako nakakita ng pasahero na may laman na pusang kalye ang bag. Sobrang Weird.

Exams... ( a student must read)

3 down.
2 to go.

Yan yung status ng exams namin. Thursday ngayon. Dapat nagrereview ako para sa exam namin bukas na Logic Circuits pero eto ako nagba-blog. Hehe.

Kanina may nagtext sa akin na wala daw yung professor namin bukas (kakagaling lang ng hospital) kaya wala pa kaming exam.


Ang daming mga kwento sa likod ng mga estudyanteng kumukuha ng exams. Malamang alam nyo na yung ibig kong sabihin. Ano pa kundi ang KOPYAHAN.

Parang nakadikit na yata sa balat ng mga kolehiyong estudyante ang pangongopya. Kung baga katulad din ng kurapsyon sa gobyerno, nasa sistema na. Parang di na maaalis. Parang permanente na. At madalas, sa pangongopya na lang nakadepende ang ilan.

Sabi nga nila, Exciting! Parang nagkakaroon ng kulay ang pag-take ng exam. Parang katulad ng larong Hide and Seek. hehe. Puno ng Thrill. Parang ganito lang ang mechanics:

Estudyante- titingin ng matagal sa teacher. (para tignan kung nakatingin din sa kanya yung teacher) kung hindi nakatingin ang teacher, senyas, silip, o bulong sa katabi para malaman ang sagot. (bahala na yung estudyante).

Professor- mag-iikot-ikot. tingin sa kanan, sa kaliwa, sa unahan at likuran. Magaabang ng mahuhuling estudyante. Kapag may nahuli, Jockpot! Parang nanalo sa lotto. (Sa dami ba naman kasi ng estudyanteng nagkokopyahan, isa ka sa winner! )

Nariyan din ang paminsan-minsang paglabas ng mga Leakage na hindi ko alam kung saang ilalim ng lupa nanggaling.

At kung minsan, (kagaya sa mga klasmeyt ko) nagkakaroon din ng samaan ng loob at nauuwi sa alitan ang hindi pagbibigay ng sagot sa iba mo pang klasmeyt. Napaghuhusgahan kang walang pakisama. Kanya-kanyang parinigan, kampihan atkung anu-ano pang kabaklaan.

Ganito na nga marahil kadesperado ang mga estudyante ngayon.
Naalala ko tuloy ang quiz namin ng Logic. Binigyan kami ng instruction na dalhin ang lahat ng gamit sa likod. Kapag nalagay na,tsaka mag-uumpisa ang quiz.

Mukhang nangangamote ang lahat. Walang makapagtanong sa katabi. Meron akong klasmeyt na nakaupo sa tapat ko.Mukhang walang maisagot. Naisip kong ibigay yung scratch ko sa kanya para may maisagot man lang sya (kahit konti) pero bago pa man ang lahat, laking gulat ko ng bigla syang maglabas ng notebook! (anak ng tooooot..) Hehe. Napangiti na lang ako.

Yan ang mga eksenang nakakagimbal kapag dumating na ang mga pagsusulit. Nakakatawa ang ilan pero totoo. Hindi patas, hindi tama, hindi makatarungan pero nangyayari. Siguro kung lahat ng estudyante ay magrereview, hindi na siguro nauso ang kopyahan at hindi na din siguro dumugo ang mga ilong nila kakahanap ng sagot sa katabi.

What I really want

I really want to have one of this.

Hay.. Buhay..

Nakakapagod din pala mag-aral. Ayoko munang sagarin ang utak ko ngayon kaka-english. Purgang-purga na ako sa bagong school policy na "English Speaking Policy" Chorva Eklavu..

-puyat
-stress
-pressure
-dead lines
-prelim exams

Hayz.. Gusto ko ng pahinga at tulog. Mahabang-mahaba.

Alam ko wala akong karapatan magreklamo dahil mas maraming tao ang mas nahihirapan sa kalagayan nila. Pero gusto ko lang i-express yung mga bagay na gusto kong gawin. Sana may nakakaunawa sa akin.

Hmmm...

(I took this picture at the Philippine Air Lines)

I wanted to post something that I have just remember tonight.
Reminds me of my dear cousin jenny. Who was once lived here in the Philippines but then eventually need to migrate in America. I just missed her.
It feels like I wanted to hate airports.

Who's calling me?

July 10, 2008

I was on my way to school, sitting on the last seat inside the jeepney, when I have seen this sign behind the pedicab

-Travel safely. Jesus is the way.

And after a while I have seen this at the back of the tricycle:

-Don't be close to me, be close to God.

Then after approximately 30 minutes, I have seen this at the side of an L300 vehicle:

-Jesus is coming!

I end up to a conclusion:
My God is calling me. For a long time, I've been so cold and so far away from my Lord. I lost my communication and at times I almost forgot to call to Him. I know I owe everything that I have to Him. My God is missing me and I missed Him too.

(Late post cause I'm too busy with our project in SAD003)

All alone

Tonight, Im home alone. The rest of the family leave for Bulacan. It's 10th year anniversary of Christ Cares Family (Bulacan Chapter). It was my very first time to be left home alone. Felt a bit weird and sad knowing that when you wake up early in the morning, there's nobody home.

I have to endure this loneliness for 1 night and 1 whole day. They left me cause I have to attend my Saturday class tommorow. Very sad. I know this won't take long. Good thing there's an internet connection here. Surfing, Blogging... Then I'm solved.

At first, I'm finding it hard to maintain my blog.
-No friends
-No comments
-No buzz
-No viewer


When I'm on my 2nd or 3rd week of blogging, I wanted to abandon my blog and just leave it like that(maybe because I'm not familiar with the environment).As in:
-No updates
-No new post
-No Invitation
-No Xlinks

But then it all turned up-side-down . There came
-New friends
-Nice visitors
-Heart-warming comments
-Few people dropping by

And it was different. It makes me want to post every single detail of my life. Now as if I can't live a day without viewing my simple, maybe non-sensible yet my very own blog. I'm so excited to check out nice bloggers out there.

You could probably count me as one of Blog Addicts.

Hate Me!

8:15 am. (Saturday)

Again, and once again, --I’M LATE!
Trying to stop the tears from fallin. Hate me for always being late. I missed our very first quiz in Multimedia. I really hate it!

I reviewed all my notes while I’m on my way to school despite of the sleepiness that I'm feeling. Then when I got up here(classroom), they're alredy on number 26 ->And it hurts like hell!<-

I don't really want to miss anything when it comes to academic matters. I reviewed everything but it's no sense at all. I could have got a high score if I just arrived on time. (Sigh.)

Promise myself that this thing would never ever forver never would ever going to happen again. (Writing down these notes with my red ballpen while they are recording their scores).

I'm trying to calm down while thinking:

I'm the only one who missed it.

You probably asking: why am I late?

Last night I'm busy doing 'our' assignment for this subject as in literally 'our' assisgnment. It just so happen that my 2 beloved friends ask me if I could print their assignment together with mine and so i did. But no! I'm not blaming them for that, cause i do love them. The guilt should not be on their shoulders. I just want to put some 'behind the scene' reason.

There's no one to blame but myself.

It's my fault.

My irresponsability.

Now,

LESSON LEARNED!

Sunshine After the Rain

7:45 am.
I was rushing towards school. I had a bad luck today. I came late in my first subject-- Logic Circuit. I felt so bad knowing that I missed the plus 3 in our Final grade. With my teary eyes and shoulders down, I lost all my interest in our quiz review. It was a bad rainy day for me.

Eventually, some one made my day. My frowned, sad face turned into a smile. Actually I was shocked and my heart suddenly pound. Coz at exactly 8:37 am (on my watch), my head was accidentally turned towards the back door of the classroom, and from there, I saw my inspiration(for 1-2 seconds only). Then everything changes.

Running Out of Time

Never waste time.
Never think tomorrow would still be the same as today.
Never say: "I'll do it tomorrow or some other day." if you could do it now.

You'll never know what you missed until it was gone.

-The chances.
-The time.
-The people.
-The opportunity.

Time is not ours and it will never be.
Do it now before it's too late.
Don't let Regret stand in your way.


A very corny short line yet so true:

"Time is gold."